Characters / Couples : Germany / Venetian Germany / Japan
Warnings: onion-Dx die?
Summary: Italy does not understand the hatred toward ludwig and the closeness of the German kiku.
I can start counting everything've been feeling in recent months, everything is changing, and does not want me around because you insist on me out of your way? Do not you use whatever should go home? Are not expected to walk more with you? Did I no longer direct you word? "Watch you?
do not understand, one day you just mentioned to me and " I think I should not go over to my house " enough, I no longer need to continue this, and you should not touch me again, sorry "and you left, I told Kiku about this, said nothing, just stayed silent on the phone What's up? Am I wrong? Am I a nuisance? I know .. I'm a nuisance .. I do not do anything right, no good, but ... please do not me boat, I find it useful, please do not leave me here, I find it useful, please use me, use me ...
not understand ... my fault ... I hate? The last time I looked embarrassed and said "no" I was so happy ... but ... this time, will it? Say "no Italy, do not hate you" smile and do not return everything as before? Will you spend it? .. I'm naive, I am a fool ... .. now I realized I'm not really help, but if I I will ask them to change, I will change for you, but please .. Do not leave me ...
Since ... you .. you are to me ...
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Under the stairs a little rushed, should have known what was going on because everything had changed, because Germany overnight repudiated him therefore hated have around, the observed changes in these expressions, Germany aparecíay bother, could only be happy sometimes when he watched from afar as the quiet conversations and Kiku, swore a few times to see that smile that gave him the only Germany, but smiling Kiku "something was wrong? Why did it happen?
-Venetian? "I call the greatest of Italy, sat in the dining room when I hear the sound of luggage down, well he could see it was just a bag, but as Feliciano was an idiot, was more than clear that there echo noisy.
-where are you going? I ask somewhat enigma, still less to guide you down the stairs without a word, but until I get in front of him and he smiled.
-I will see in Germany ... "I mention quiet, with a serene smile, Lovino frowned.
male-to potatoes? Venetian're still with it? Even still with this? Ya basta!, Let's play ... "I mention severe, Italy, only smiled a little tired.
-niichan ... do not bother, I need to know only one thing ...
-you could find out without having to see is ugly face ..
-just need to know of it, nothing else ... "Lovino noticed a tone of seriousness in his words, really his silly Ototo was changed, no longer acted as before, he was .. so off, smiled wisely remained quiet and attentive to all the meetings they had with the fat of Mussolini, of course, something happened between those two ...
-like be .. evitare not stop, but I warn you that if you do not come crying ...-sigh Consolare upset and returned the dining room, Feliciano just nodded, smiling, he knew the character of Roman, which only said for the last time the issue closed.
-back in 3 days ... I promise not to cry again ... "said this Lovino heard the door close.
- ... still do not understand what happens Feliciano? You do not understand that the term alliance on ...
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He went a bit in a hurry to the station had to travel as soon as possible and had missed more than 5 months, and could not wait any longer, just despair with little to no rational thoughts he had left, hurt his chest, shivering his body, but would not cry if he cried over Germany was repudiated, and could not, would face without a tear, but inside was waste.
Volume that train that day.
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arrived in the afternoon, and was on its way to that place that used to visit forever, for the way home was a typical day when you ayudaríaa llegaríay Germany or simply cooking let him sleep on his knees, as before, nothing had changed, he stopped to breathe the warm air of that dirt road.
was ready, stood in front of the portal, take air, his arms trembling, his whole body and thoughts, to see just thought jump into his arms, mourn, mourn and explain and shouts, tears and sobs all what the ...
meant no longer, had to do was now or never touch the handle of the door of oak and hope, but not spent or 2 minutes when the blonde appeared in front of him, that he looked surprised, Italy just up the look and stayed there, still, could not move, the nerves were playing a trick on him and only what I can do was lower our eyes, blond trembled a little, not expecting to see him in front of your door, there unreacted asked not to speak after that, no doubt, sometimes Italian not listening.
silence When I began to feel uncomfortable, the German broke the ice.
-you doing here? "The boy reacted to hear that voice hoarse and demanding.
-s-just wanted to talk to you ... "clarify their thoughts, and I look serious, it surprised him to Germany, to see Italy with that face? It was definitely a bad joke, end in tears, as always, so I did not care, stay there, watching.
-talk to? There is nothing to discuss, I feel all this, but you must give back ..- before closing the door, Venetian put her hand on the door, avoiding it's closed.
-give me a little time, I only ask that ... "he looked a little frustrated, exhausted sigh blond, would only be a moment, then he would go, so do not matter, it did not matter.
-well, say you want to know? "I look indifferent.
-and-me ... "trembled when he saw those eyes look so contemptuously.
-go! I have no time! "Demanded annoying, the brown one but his eyes hardened.
-Germany, I hate?
- ....
-answer me! Hate me? I am so disgusted Germany? what happens? Because you hate me? because they hate my presence? I'm useless no? I'm no good, is it? Please .. I ..- before finishing his sentence, the blonde took the doll in this very sharply.
-sufficient ... "utter Ludwig, upset, was really annoying, and a Venetian view frightened her, had never ever seen that look, full of hatred and resentment.
-A-germany hurts me ... "complained the lowest, the high pressed more.
-and do not ever speak to me ... I do not want to see more .. -Article in disgust.
- ... I give you disgusted? Why? Why the hell are you doing this Germany! -A frustrated tears left her brown eyes, German abruptly released him.
understand .. -.. no longer serve you ... the truth ... you ever served? I just wanted to know ... .. and realized the answer ... I thought it would be a warm "no, Italy, do not hate you" ... "lowered his head, trembled, trembled, Feliciano really crying, but swallowed the tears, the pain swallowed without leaving out or a sound, his voice broke, but volvíaa take control.
-that was all? ..
-that was all ... "I look up brown, concealed breath and smiled, gave him a smile full of love, one of those smiles that once you feel alive had echo Ludwig.
-I wanted Finally ... tell you how much I love you, always love you ... "the blond Germany opened its eyes, it was possible that? Was it possible that? It was a lie? No ... to hear those words and see that smile broken, mournful, sorrowful, hesitated.
-go home ... "and closed the door.
was there, standing in the door, turned around and walked down the same road, quiet, carrying his suitcase, his feet moved a few feet away from that place before knees and cry, cry in despair, crying, crying waste, crying in pain, screaming, rocking, hugging, hid his face with his hands trembled as he could? As it was possible that he had said? As it was possible to treat him well? He was disgusting, he was worthy of disgust felt Ludwig, was dead, dead for him and for the same, it was all over.
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night fell, and was there, standing at the station, staring at a dead look, dropped his bag and disappeared disappeared into the lights of the train, between night and the black sky at that moment, he just disappeared.
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At that time the presence of the brown had gone in front of her blue eyes fell to the ground, could not believe it, I could not mourn was not written in their laws, their strict rules, a sense of sorrow of a sharp pain in his chest embed, callus weak, his eyes took on a red cover my mouth to avoid release those moans of pain, chest pain, and could do this? Do that to someone you loved so much, that both had helped him, was a bastard, a fucking without a soul, a poor dog tied to the rules of their motherland, their fanaticism for that symbol, that David Cross, lovers of those colors, red and black.
Japanese saw him kneeling on the floor and ran to support him, rodeo his arms on the back of the blond, well understood by all, understood that unconditional love, but wrong, no was allowed, it was over, alliance Germano-Italian was over.
- ... end ... quiet ... I understand ... I understand ... "The voice of Japan will calm a little, raised his hand and intertwined with that of Kiku, this laid his head on the shoulder of Germany and sigh.
-no matter what Ludwig, always be there for you ... "She smiled quietly, the German pat japonésy hand closed her eyes.
alliance Germano- Japan had begun.
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